A Puppy On A Polished Floor
17 Jan 2010
Earlier this week I was having coffee with my friend Margaret who is a retired architect, a writer and a software designer. She’s a very creative person and I think that’s why we enjoy each other’s company so much. We can discuss ways to be more creative and ways to get more done. We both love to write and we both have our passions to write about – I have quilting and writing about quilting and she has software designing. She’s already released one app for the iPhone called ILand 3D. I’m really not into that sort of gaming thing but I think she has done an awesome job and she has a vivid and prolific imagination.
Anyway, the point of all this rambling is that we were discussing all the things we wanted to do and all the things we wanted to learn and how we were going to make our ideas into something tangible and successful. As we were vocalizing our to-do lists she said “I feel like a puppy on a polished floor!” and I knew instantly what she meant. For a puppy, everything is new and exciting. There are distractions to explore at every turn and puppies have the energy to try and tackle each and every one of them. But put that puppy on a polished floor and he has no traction to make him go in the direction he chooses. While trying to gain his footing, he forgets about what he was focusing on before and spots something else to go after! The cycle continues like this until the puppy slows down long enough to gain his footing and make his way to where he wants to go.
Quilters are artists, whether we think of ourselves as such or not. I often feel like a puppy on a polished floor and I need to focus on ways to ground myself long enough to actually see my ideas materialize into the “thing” they were intended to become. The puppy analogy was truly an eye opener for me and I am trying to organize myself and incorporate my creative artist side with my actual person-living-on-this-earth side. Lovely Margaret came to my rescue like an angel from above a few days later when she gave me a copy of The Artist’s Way by Julia Cameron. This book was first brought to my attention by my editor at Martingale but I never took the time to check it out. I wish I had! I haven’t even finished the first chapter, only the introduction, and it has already helped me to focus and really work on my writing. The book is for artists of all makes and models, painters, writers, actors, dancers, quilters, etc.
The first thing we are introduced to in The Artist’s Way are “morning pages” which Cameron says “are nonnegotiable”. Each morning, before you do anything else, take time to freehand write 3 pages of anything that comes to mind. I thought this would be difficult for me because my thoughts come out faster than my hand can write them and then I cannot read my own writing. Guess what, I was wrong on both counts! (Imagine that!) Since I committed to The Artist’s Way “program” I was determined to make it work. The first day my handwriting was OK but by the third day, I had slowed down and made sure my writing was legible. This helped me slow down my thoughts, concentrate on one thing and put it down on paper! This is the carpet on my polished floor!
Instead of diving head first into my all-or-nothing way of doing things, I am taking baby steps, making small goals for each day and slowly over time, making them routine. I was raised to be cautious of people, cautions when spending money and cautions about taking risks. My Dad always told me to “Look before you leap.” This is good advice for personal and financial safety but in The Artist’s Way, Cameron gives us a new mantra for our artist side, “Leap and the net will appear.”
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